神豪下终南

博士重生了……我的天好催泪，所有人都有了自己的幸福，但博士依然是一个人，孤独的离去……我要缓缓再看下一任

个人给自己捅刀子时间:

所以人都将老去，只有他一个人只能永远在时间中穿梭，永远不能停下他重生之前去看了他以前所有的朋友，他们都有了自己的生活，总是没有人为博士停下。相反，博士也不能为他人停下，一旦他停下来了脚步，他就会被无尽的死亡和孤独还有自负所淹没……有那么多人爱过他，却没有人愿意放弃一切跟他在一起，其实也没有人会这样，大家有自己的生活，没有人会为一个永生的人花费自己的时间，博士来不及和所有人告别，所以常常使人遗憾，伟大的悲剧比俗套的大团圆结局更经典也更令人铭记，但对于故事中的人来说，也许还是会选择后者。螺丝终究还是他生命中的插曲，她说过要和他永远旅行，但最后还是无奈的选择和自己的父母安稳的过日子，玛莎暗恋过博士以为自己很爱他，但其实发现自己迷失了自我，多娜也因为各种原因离去了（我先不剧透了）。

可怜的博士，可怜的小10，有过那么多朋友，最后还是无声无息的离开了

【10/10】19.08.07 如果说有人教会了我心痛如死灰，这个人一定是小十。我爱上圣人，也是从他开始。 九百岁的timelord，双眼含泪诉说恐惧，目光坚毅面对恶魔。孤身反抗自己的所有族人，挺身而出守护一群蝼蚁。Doctor不会拿起枪，是原则。面对死亡，再恐惧痛苦，自身性命也无法胜过原则，但为了人类，可以。舍命哪怕只换回一只蝼蚁？他捶胸顿足，眼中全是泪水和不甘，却还是轻声说：It's my honor. I COULD DO SO MUCH MORE. SO MUCH MORE. 你早知天命不可违，可你是否知道，这天命，其实是你自己。 不得不佩服RTD笔力，起承转合，伏笔暗线，逐渐汇集于意外之点，最后犹如一颗尖钻破碎玻璃世界，惊心动魄一声巨响，漫天碎光谱成小十最后的圣人挽歌。 Two thousand and five, January the first. 所有人都享受着各自的happy ending。而从不缺伴的timelord，新年雪夜，在重生的剧痛中挣扎着回到蓝盒子，独自面对Doctor注定孤独又心碎的宿命。一声没有听众的，I don't wanna go. 这个结尾有着浓重的史诗感，如同一场交响乐，从之前几集便开始铺垫，情绪渐浓，最终在此走向高潮，宏大且悲壮。 完美的故事，完美的情绪，完美的配乐。这完美的结局是一整个团队的告别。离别伤感，不只从DT的台词和眼睛中溢出，还浸透在每一块道具，每一个镜头，每一帧画面里。 年少时爱魔法特，爱他刻意精心拗就的脑洞，追求那一瞬间醍醐灌顶顿悟的快感。后来再看，就慢慢品出RTD的好，自然，老练，大局之下埋细碎包袱，平衡厚重，浑然一体，震动心弦，每一句台词都是人物在泣血。无需堆砌几千几亿年的重量来取巧，以人类做衡也短短的数载，依旧能写成凡人难以承受的史诗悲情。 大概是时候重刷DW了。突然想到，我16年买的DT全集DVD还没开。 The End of Time 10周年重映。 有生之年在大荧幕看到了DW，和五年前抱着手机腾讯视频170M高糊看的我，哭得一样大声。 实不相瞒，从开头10th Doctor混剪开始，我就鼻酸了。然后旧版片头和配乐猝不及防开始，电影院的视觉声效让我仿佛真的置身于时空穿越，金色梭型logo一出，尖锐的配乐拖着尾音戛然而止，脑海深处记忆翻涌，我毫无预兆地泪流满面。 正片播完后，紧接着是DT最近录的访谈。他带着浅浅的皱纹和浓密的大胡子，谈着十年前。我看着他明亮的大眼睛，分明觉得这个男人一点也没有变。 可惜访谈放到一半电影院就切了，全场同时发出极度失望的声音。我回头，放映厅都坐满了，从白发苍苍的老人，到几岁的孩童。 时光匆匆，博士和whovian都在变老，孩子们在长大。新的一代会如何回望，他们又会烙上怎样的成长记忆？ 走出电影院等公交时，旁边一小哥给我递纸，他眼圈也是红的，说：He's my Doctor too. 一瞬间我哭得更凶了。 小十，my Doctor，已经走了十年了。

Please，let me help you You are burning up your own life force some new man goes sauntering away And I am dead生生如此，有人出生，新的脸庞，相爱和离别，但我与这一切无关 She's got him She is making do Aren't we all?我们难道不是吗？ Because you don't need to own the universe just see it To have the privilege of seeing the whole of time and space That's ownership enough客亦知夫水与月乎？逝者如斯，而未尝往也；盈虚者如彼，而卒莫消长也。盖将自其变者而观之，则天地曾不能以一瞬；自其不变者而观之，则物与我皆无尽也，而又何羡乎!且夫天地之间，物各有主,苟非吾之所有，虽一毫而莫取。惟江上之清风，与山间之明月，耳得之而为声，目遇之而成色，取之无禁，用之不竭，是造物者之无尽藏也，而吾与子之所共适。” Allon sy出发 Galllifrey falls this song is ending but the story never ends

《时间尽头》有着强烈的宿命感 Four knocks, and that's the end of the doctor. Again and again, the master knocked, One, Two, Three, Four Yet time and time again, the doctor survived Just about the time he celebrate his survival came 4 knocks... Quiet at first, As the audience of the show, we all know where such knocks came from But of course, so did the doctor... Yet he didn't (and hadn't, whichever is the proper word) expect it, He didn't expect it AT ALL Why would he? He had just been through the darkest moment of his life, survived the attack of people of his own race and frustrated their treacherous plan to wipe out planet Earth and the entire human race. He had narrowly escaped his death and saved this world again! Unbelievable Incredible Nevertheless, the knocks came, on time, as in the prophecy. It was Wilf, trapped inside the cubicle, safe and sound. The only trouble was he couldn't get out, not without other's help. The assistance he asked for was at too high an expense -- a matter of life and death. The doctor could have left him then and there, since Wilf was an old man, and not a fixed point in time, not important enough for the doctor to sacrifice his life for.

Sure, the doctor was proud, if not a little bit presumptuous. To be honest, he was intelligent and saved the world loads of time as a time lord who could stand the stab of one heart, certain loss of blood and electricity current. But his rage at his pending death was not without reason. He wasn't planning to lay down his life for one person, for he had endured the pain of losing his very own friends and families in the Last Time War. He knew losses were inevitable, but above all, he knew the significance of family.

It wasn't a perfect ending as DT and RTD was to leave.

The doctor could have the option to power off the system by whichever clever ways, but this time, and this time only, he believed in his destiny, and faced death itself.